January 2011
12 posts
And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground,...
It’s amazing - no, frightening - how one can be alive at one moment, and then the next
I was staring down at the sheets, and they looked as though they were moving up and down. They weren’t, of course. My mind was telling me things that I expected to see.
I don’t know what was wrong with me. As I stood there motionless, my mind was totally blank. I don’t know if it was...
OH MOTHER, I CAN FEEL THE SOIL FALLING OVER MY...
I was shaving, and I remembered something that my father told me some time ago.
I commented about how it was always nearly impossible for me to get the perfect shave, no matter how long I took.
And he said, “Well, nothing’s perfect in this world.”
Touché. And how true.
19/01/2011
Every hour seems like it’s coalesced into one, long, slow-moving stream.
Like how honey or melted sugar slowly trickles down from a spoon that’s lifted high up in the air. It starts to drip slowly at first, but after a while, it just melds into one long line of gooeyness that moves so slowly, it feels like it never ends.
Everything feels so homogenous now. I’m to tired to feel,...
16/01/2011
The burden of my responsibilities are beginning to weigh down heavily on me.
It’s as if every waking moment I spend is time thinking of deadlines to meet, what I have to do next and people I have to contact. And it doesn’t help that everything that exists in my mind is stuck in a perpetual blur. Everything is in such a flurry, and I can’t point out what I should do first, or...
“I have noticed that even people who think everything is predestined and that we...”
– Stephen Hawking (via nickelcobalt)
I’m too tired to do anything, so here’s just a huge middle finger to everything shitty in my life right now. SUCK. MY. BALLS.
December 2010
21 posts
Maybe next year, I'll have no time to think about...
This was how I spent the last few hours of 2010: having a great time with an awesome bunch of people that I can truly call my friends.
Well, it wasn’t at a beach party or at some waterfront place - it was at Boon Lay. Yep, a pretty hip and happening place. Goes to show that you don’t need to have be at a super trendy place with booze or chicks (well, okay maybe we do need chicks) to...
