man in progress

Round a flame
Two tiger moths
Racing to die

This might sound super dorky, but whenever she’s around, there’s this 80’s love song that suddenly starts blasting in my head.

And we like so many of the same things, the chances are quite uncanny. I’ve been hoping so hard that what they say about opposite attraction doesn’t turn out to be true. 

She makes me smile till my cheeks burn, and that’s something that I haven’t done in a long while. And she’s probably the only girl who can make me stay up till 2 to willingly watch a movie that I previously thought was pretty crappy actually hahaha. But I guess knowing that she watches it too makes it all better.

But - there’s always a but;

For some reason the dreams that I’ve been having will always end up in heartbreak. I’d be so affected by those dreams when I wake up that my heart would be pounding like hell.

And just a thought of her would twist and turn and bloom till it occupies my mind entirely. I don’t know whether it’s good that this should happen now. I have so many things to do too.

So forgive this momentary silence. I need to write this damn essay haha. And I need to make sure that my mind’s still me, and not you. But I must admit that there will always be some part of me that will be always thinking of you

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